Okay. I succumbed to feline mind control. Larry decided he'd had it with outdoor living, so he just barged into my house one day and wouldn't leave. He is endearing, affectionate, and absolutely infatuated with me, but he's gunning for Bucky. As I feared, Larry is an unneutered male. Territorial with a capital "T." It has been a trying three weeks as I attempt to keep the two at bay. When I took Larry to the vet for his shots, it was discovered that he has the feline version of HIV. While Bucky has had his shot for this, it is not 100% effective against the disease, especially since it is transmitted by blood. And what better way to transmit blood than by fighting tooth and claw? So not only must I keep the two of them apart for Bucky's sake, I cannot let Larry outdoors anymore. He is forever under quarantine.
The vet suggested I put Larry up for adoption with someone who might take a special-needs cat. I called animal rescue shelters and sent out gobs of emails, but to no avail. Thankfully Bucky loves the outdoors and is being a good sport about this, but it's getting cold and wet out there. So I put Larry in the laundry room when I go to sleep or leave for a few hours so that Bucky can sneak in, eat, drink, and relax a bit.
So what was Larry reflecting for me? Trust. When faced with intractable problems, I send up a prayer: "Make a way out of no way." I was having major fears. Would I need to give Bucky up for adoption for his health's sake? Would I make myself crazy trying to keep two cats apart for the rest of their lives? Could I afford his upkeep? But through it all, the Still Small Voice just said, "Wait. Give this time. There's a solution." And so, I put my fears aside and trusted; what else was I to do?
A few days later my vet called to inquire if I had found a placement for Larry. I told her no. "Well, I just had a client come in who's looking for a companion for his quarantined FIV cat. Here's his number. He'd like to talk to you." Colin and I spoke for a good long time. This man is serious about cats; he has eight! And his home is set up to accommodate each of them with their varying needs. After his family visited here, they all decided that Larry would be a good match for Skittles. To top it off, they graciously offered to take the neutering responsibility off my hands, saving me a bundle of money!
Larry will go to his new home November 2nd. Bucky can return to the comfort of his home, and I can relax...with some tears to be sure. Larry is a dear and I do love him. But I know two things: he'll be in good hands, and I can trust a Loving Power greater than my fears and limited resources to bring about a perfect solution. I hope this inspires you to trust more, too.
Pax tecum.
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